I really didn’t want to turn this blog into anything too personal but fuck

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1000 Jumping Jacks

50 Russian Twists

35 Push Ups

40 Inner Thigh Lifts

20 Tricep Dips

20 Squats w/ 8lbs in each hand

30 Lunges w/ 8 lbs

80 Toe Touches

-My usual stretches-

*In school: 1hour Ballet Barre 1 1/2hours Ballet Adagio across the floor*

1000 Jumping Jacks

50 Russian Twists

35 Push Ups

40 Inner Thigh Lifts

20 Tricep Dips

Butterfly Stretch 3minutes

Center Split Stretch 3minutes

Quad stretches 3minutes each leg

Breakfast:

1Coffee 1Wheat Bagel, 2Tcream cheese

Snack:

1Apple 1Water 1Peppermint tea

Lunch:

Caesar salad, Corn, Breadstick, 2TPeanut butter, 1Apple 2Water

Snack:

1Apple Handful of trailmix (almonds, pecans, hazelnuts, cranberries, raisins, walnuts) 1Coffee, 5mini coconut shortbread cookies

Dinner:

2Pieces of ww toast with peanut butter+honey, 2Water, Celery

1000 Jumping Jacks
20 squats with 8lbs in each hand.
30 lunges each leg, 60 total, with 8lbs dumbbell.
80 toe touches.
Butterfly stretch 3minutes.
Center split stretch 3minutes.
Quad stretches 3minutes each leg.

I’m sorry.

I’ve gotten sick again. And I feel so incredibly shitty. I honestly feel like I’m going to pass out and not wake up for days. My body is shutting down and just falling apart.

I’m doing everything I can to stay strong, keep going to school and dancing, but my body is fighting to do the exact opposite. On top of physical illnesses and injuries, I’m stressed with school and personal issues. Stressed is actually an understatement.

If I wasn’t so strong mentally I don’t know what would have happened to me by now.